Kuroi Namida


I've seen things you people wouldn't believe.

Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.

I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate.

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.

Time to die...*

Recent events in my life have led me to reconsider a lot of things. Looking back, I have but one regret.

Since a young age, I’ve always had an ability to see the signal through the noise, to understand how things work when others simply look in confusion or amazement.

Those who know me know it has served me well in my career, but very few know that it doesn’t limit itself to computers. Over the years, I have uncovered many a truth; my mistake was to never share any of them with anyone else.

With far fewer days ahead than expected, it’s time for a change...


Kuroi namida nagasu

Watashi ni wa nanimo nakute kanashi sugite

Kotoba ni sae nara nakute

Karadajuu ga itami dashite

Taerarenai hitori de wa*

welcome to the world as seen through my eyes

I’ve always loved that quote, it’s a little bit ironic that it would become so relevant.